My New FAVORITE SALAD

July 22nd, 2010

Holy Moly – this salad was so tasty for dinner this evening. Must admit that I’ve been naughty lately and eating a bit too much acidifying food like bread and coffee, so tonight I treated myself to an alkalizing, beautifying salad that was such a delight to eat!

Here’s the delicious recipe…


Black Velvet Salad
Black Velvet Salad

Dressing:
1 1/2 tsp Unpasteurized Red Miso Paste
1 1/2 tsp Raw Organic Almond Butter
1 to 2 Tbsp (or to taste) of Raw Organic Yacon Syrup
2 Tbsp Fresh Squeezed Organic Lemon Juice
2 Tbsp Organic Cold-Pressed EVOO
extra 2 Tbsp of Yacon Syrup

Combine the ingredients thoroughly with a fork or whisk. Add a little Celtic Sea Salt or extra Yacon syrup if you desire a dressing that is more salty or sweet. I found that this recipe works well because you are going to drizzle the finished salad with pure Yacon syrup.

For the salad:
Baby Arugula, Spinach, Mixed Greens or other greens suitable for a salad
2 – 3 Tbsp Raw Organic Hulled Hempseeds

Pile the greens on a dinner place and sprinkle with the hempseeds. If you’re serving the salad as a side dish this recipe makes enough for 2 or 3 people. Drizzle the greens with the dressing, then drizzle (try a pretty lattice design) with the extra Yacon Syrup.

This is a delicious and nutritious raw salad. Would also be amazing with grilled lean meat, other nuts, a mix of herbs, avocado, olives, dulse, or anything else you can think of. The Yacon syrup is like a balsamic reduction, and it’s sweetness is very nice with the peppery arugula. So elegant – this salad will really impress your guests or a date :)

ENJOY!

Good Song Made Great

July 21st, 2010

This video is a complete success…



…where this one…



…is a complete failure.

Both songs are great, the video for OMG really adds to the song, while the video for Beautiful Monster is so masculine dominant. That drunken fight scene in the beginning drags on and distracts you from the song. Plus, I really expected “the Beautiful Monster” to be a knock-out. She’s actually kind of scary-looking and clumsy in her movement.

The OMG video is clean and crisp. I love the heaven and hell, naughty and nice imagery. The choreography is on the point and the dancers are alluring and fit.

Beautiful Monster really needed a good video to make it available to a mass audience because of it’s European discotheque sound. I was on the edge with my feelings for this song, then it began to grow on me, but the video did not help at all. I like OMG already, and I like it more since I’ve seen the video. The visuals were perfect with the song. Love that!

BTW, our friend Ray Kay’s video for Justin Bieber Ft. Ludacris Baby is now the “most-watched video on YouTube.” If you haven’t watched it in a while, here’s your chance :) It’s so cuuuuuuuute !

5 Weightloss Tips to Try for 2 weeks with Guaranteed Results…

July 21st, 2010

that won’t make you feel like you’ve given up the right to be happy. Because… above all else… you deserve to be Happy and Healthy (at the same time!).

1. CUT OUT SODA AND PASTEURIZED JUICE
Replace with water, Pellegrino, or unsweetened tea. I would recommend not even using Agave. Purchase the tea called “Throat Coat” by Traditional Medicinals. This tea is naturally sweet and adds a nice flavor and sweetness if you brew with other teas (more than one tea bag will make enough tea for a couple of sittings. And try Sun Brewing Your Tea). One beverage that I love is a bag of Throat Coat tea steeped for 10 minutes in a glass of ice cold Pellegrino. The bubbles help release the flavor of the tea, and it’s very much like a cream soda! YUM!

Another sweetener I recommend is Stevia (keep a little container in your purse and you can enjoy sweet beverages when you’re out and about without breaking the rule :-) ). A couple of tea spoons of Organic Coconut Sugar from Essential Living Foods, Raw Honey or Organic Grade B maple are okay after the two weeks. During this two weeks you really want to train yourself to appreciate beverages without sugar.

2. REPLACE RICE WITH SALAD GREENS
Salad is filling like rice, but it helps you get a little extra hydration and fiber – both keys to detoxification and cleansing. This is a very easy transition to make. At home, whether you’re making a grilled free-range bird or a stew, it will be just as satisfying over a plate of greens. Use pre-washed, organic salad greens or serve it over Raw Greens (use Kale, Collard, or Swiss Chard).

How to Prepare Raw Greens…
Wash a bunch of greens (shrinks to about half the size) and dry them with a clean towel. Tear the greens into bite-sized pieces and put them in a large bowl. Give the greens a few good scrunches with your clean hands. Throw a pinch or two of Celtic Sea Salt (less is more – the flavor of the greens is released with this method and they become very flavorful. The salt is mostly useful for drawing out the water and making them tender). Continue to massage until tender. (Optional) Add a couple of teaspoons, or to taste, of Organic Cold-Pressed Olive Oil or any oil you like (try Og. Raw Coconut Oil, Walnut Oil, or a dash of Sesame oil for an Asian flavor) and continue to massage gently until combine. The greens actually look like they’ve been lightly cooked, and they TASTE AMAZING. Add a teaspoon or two of minced garlic and/or dried/fresh herbs to REALLY TAKE THE FLAVOR UP A NOTCH.

3. REPLACE BREAD OR BUNS WITH LETTUCE, CABBAGE, OR COLLARD LEAF
Bread and concentrated protein like Meat or Dairy is the worst combination for your complexion and your figure. The combination is indigestible and mucks up your colon with toxins that make you old and sick, especially when eaten everyday, which is common in the West.

Try wrapping any of your favorite sandwiches or burgers in fresh romaine lettuce (or even iceburg if that is the only option – don’t be embarrassed. Ask the people at McDonald’s to do it. You’re worth it!), red cabbage, or a collard leaf (remove the thickest part of the stem – about halfway up the leaf). I sometimes even bring my own lettuce or greens if I have good organics at home. Bring it in a container in your bag and discreetly pull it out and put it on the bread plate while you’re waiting for your meal.

4. REPLACE KETCHUP WITH MUSTARD (not Honey Mustard. Plain Mustard)
Ketchup is full of empty calories. It spikes your blood sugar and sparks your cravings. This one little change, which will be one you’ll make regularly if you eat out, is a great exercise. Helps you practice preference in a way that really works for you, and this gives you power for the other choices in your life.

If you don’t like mustard, try oil & vinegar or fresh lemon. You’ll be surprised at how pleasing the natural flavor of food is when you just enhance it a bit with a little tartness. On the rare occasion that I eat French Fries, I love them with a spritz of fresh lemon juice and some black pepper. Try it today, and learn to love, not just the taste of foods, but the way you feel when you eat them…

5. SKIP THE SIDE DISHES AND DESSERT
If there’s a side dish on the menu that catches your eye, like the Truffle Mac & Cheese or the Scallop Potatoes, make that the center of your meal and order a salad without dressing to go with it. Your flavorful side dish will give your salad bulk and flavor.

After dinner, resist the urge to order dessert (at this point it is usually not more than an urge, or something we’re “used to”). While everyone else is halting their digestion with cheesecake, sip an herbal tea or black coffee and savor the temporary pleasure that everyone relishes around you. If you must enjoy a particular dessert, make it your meal and have it alone. Desserts are generally tough on digestion and sugar is tough on the liver, and as much as we enjoy them, we need to consider kindness when it comes to our most prized possession – OUR BODY

Bonus: Learn to drink coffee and tea black or don’t drink them at all, and refer to Rule #1.

Additional Bonus: Follow a Kosher Diet for the two weeks, or try Vegan.

After the two weeks, keep up these rules as often as possible. You will see your body and life become more beautiful everyday. I promise!

ENJOY!

P.S. If you think any of these rules are impossible, just ask yourself…


Do u like what u c when you look down? on Twitpic
…do I like what I see when I look down …?

Want to take it a few steps farther after you get through the two weeks, check out my blog for a Post-Holiday Cleanse

Or contact me directly. I am always happy to guide, mentor, encourage, and inspire.

Antoinette Music: The Future Was Always Here

July 20th, 2010



Antoinette Kristensen is a singer and songwriter from Norway, now living in Los Angeles. If you are familiar with her work as a model or a reality TV star, you already know that she has a style, an image, and a way of expressing herself that is honest and all her own. Her style reflects many beautiful and glamorous women past and present, but it is the way that Antoinette, and only Antoinette, combines these elements to create a woman, an image, and a sound you cannot find anywhere else.

Electronic/Pop/Dance music is abundant and manufactured today. Our best performers, including Beyonce, do not write their own songs. This is one way of doing it and that works: Beyonce is a wonderful performer and singer and her request for original songs is a dream come true for the chosen few.

But Antoinette draws on the spirit of music that precedes our current era of “music as stimulus” and “music as business.” Antoinette Music follows the tradition of “music as art,” and thus a means of communication where wit, storytelling, and personal expression are the most valued set of criteria. In our current era where music screams for attention, Antoinette Music keeps you singing and dancing long after the music is over simply because a personal message by a mature songwriter elicits a response from the soul.



Dancing on a Rainbow expresses the innocence and sensual pleasure of new love completely through metaphor: a “bursting heart” that feels like it’s going to pop from “a 100,000 butterflies that want out” or (my fave) a heart that feels like it’s going to stop “like a rollercoaster when it’s about to drop.” Cynics and hopeless romantics alike would have trouble resisting this song – could be out of your realm of believability if you haven’t experienced this feeling recently, but that’s where Antoinette’s other assets come through, like her voice…



Back and Forth was Antoinette’s first single, released in 2008. This is a sexy song, but Antoinette’s delivery is the icing on the cake. Her velvet alto vocals with feminine high notes, reminiscent of the sounds from Gainsbourg’s women Jane Birkin or his daughter Charlotte, make this track, and the singer, unforgettable.



Crush on the DJ pays homage to the man who runs the show, rocks the party, and asks for very little credit. The video features Antoinette as the most beautiful and stylized (in place of stylish) gal in the club who ignores everyone except for the man who’s really behind it all – the DJ! The musical theatrics, like the piano and her “va va voom” “oh oh o-oh’s” are flirty and humorous. We don’t know if she gets together with the DJ, or if the whole scene was just a dream (or a video shoot), as the music fades and we see her dancing on the sidewalk alone… this is one of those times you really get to see what effect a “fade out” ending was created for.

Antoinette’s music is always fun and danceable, but to make it really shine, her lyrics paint pictures of emotions with a delivery that not only doesn’t quit, but takes you higher than you ever expected to go.

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She has recently been back in the studio to record her new song and makes plans for the next knock-out video. Turn away for a second and you might have trouble keeping up. From what I’ve heard of the new stuff, all I can say is that she remains unpredictable and absolutely fierce!


You can buy Antoinette’s latest release Crush on the DJ and other songs on iTunes. Great music for dancing and feeling good!

Understanding the Energy Vampire

June 2nd, 2010




We all have “Energy Vampire” tendencies. The more we face it and understand it the better we can recognize it in others (so we can take whatever measures/precautions are needed) or ourselves (so that we don’t drive people away unnecessarily). I must warn you though, it is much more important to notice these characteristics in yourself. One reason why “self-help” doesn’t always work is because we keep using the information to discover what is wrong with “everyone else.” Look within, and realize that the things that really piss us off about others are the things we hate and turn away from within ourselves.

Dr. Judith Orloff discusses four types of “Energy Vampires” in this video: How To Spot Energy Vampires (can’t EMBED, but I recommend you check it out. Such a great video and pretty short)

1. The Sob Sister
Dr. Orloff says this is the one who “complains on and on and on about solutions.” You end up listening to every detail of how “a tragedy occurred” when everything is actually okay. After hours have passed, the sob sister feels better and you feel drained.

I am very compassionate with people and do not mind listening to problems and going over solutions. One thing I do when a friend tells me about “something terrible that happened that made me uncomfortable which shouldn’t have happened or wouldn’t have happened if… blah blah” is remind them to think about how fortunate they are that everything did work out (ie. “well, isn’t it great that you didn’t get hit by that car” or “seems like you actually did get the money you needed in time.”) Get the person focused on a solution or possible solutions. If they try to go back into the story, and those who often play the sob sister will by default, it is then time to get off the phone or go powder your nose. Let that person have some time with themselves and make sure your vibration is high next time you see them. If you allow the Sob Sister to focus on the negative, that will bring more negativity to them and maybe to you, too, if you let it in by consoling them.

2. The Drama Queen/King
This is someone who is caught up in the content of life and is often strongly attached to an identity for themselves and others. “What happens” is not who we are – it is what we do with what happens, and we all have the power to dictate if we are conscious. For the drama Q/K, what happens creates who they are and they are deathly afraid of not having an opinion or knowing the latest news. Without drama and something to react to, their sense of identity weakens and they are left with a void within themselves. That “void” is actually the spaciousness that we are and can be filled with anything we choose to think about. Dr. Orloff states that it is easy to deal with this type… “stay centered and calm and they go on to someone else.”

3. Constant Talker
Dr. Orloff hits the nail on the head with her description: “…someone you meet at a party and they corner you and they begin talking and talking and talking and you can’t get a word in edgewise.”
If “you take one step backward…they take one step forward.”
This type of Energy Vampire lets you test your own ability to stand up for yourself. All you can do with this type is be direct, but you can do so very nicely. For example, just try gently saying “Would you mind standing back a bit?” You may be screaming inside, but try not to let a minor annoyance turn you into an Energy Vampire in retaliation. Many times Constant Talkers are such control freaks that they’ll be put off by your directness immediately. If they don’t get it, stand your ground. Energy Vampires are not looking for a reciprocal relationship or conversation – they want control and domination in response to their feelings of powerlessness. If they see that they can’t dominate you, they’ll go away and find someone else. This type can get angry, so beware and don’t be afraid – show them you aren’t the least bit phased.

4. The Blamer/Criticizer
We all need to be able to take a certain amount of feedback in the form of criticism in order to grow, but there are people who constantly critique and nit-pic just so they can feel superior. They may even say things that would be useful if it wasn’t for their tone or the fact that they never say anything encouraging. Notice how someone reacts when you share something with them. Do they immediately point out something good, or do they tell you what they don’t like or what you should change? With this type, they are always complaining about you or others and how everyone else is the cause of everything. For example, this is the person who will tell everyone “what a bee-atch!” his girlfriend is and not at all mention that he accuses her everyday of cheating of him, or has cheated on her himself.

This type, as Dr. Judith Orloff says, “can squash creativity to such an extent that it can make you afraid to fly.” The B/C’s are usually terrible at taking criticism themselves, and they’ll criticize anyone who criticizes them, spread rumors or gossip about that person, or make up justifications and explanations for every criticism they hear about themselves.

If you accidenallly share something with a B/C, BREATHE. In general though, you don’t want to share new ideas or projects with just anyone. Be careful, and actually, don’t tell anyone your most important ideas until you feel very secure, and then, only share with those you trust the most (even better if they are producers/artists themselves). The world is full of critics who can’t do so they try to teach.

Definitely check out Judith Orloff’s work, her website is www.drjudithorloff.com.

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Another teacher who is wonderful for helping us deal with the Energy Vampire within ourselves and others is Eckhart Tolle. We usually become Energy Vampires because we feel like we should fill the present moment with drama rather than stillness or silence which will help us truly see one another. Learn to live here and now without the idea of who you were or who you will be, and this will create bliss in your life.

Here’s what Tolle says about “Not Reacting to Content.” You can also listen to his phenomenal book The Power of Now on YouTube – take a day or a few to leisurely listen to each chapter. There’s no way this book won’t profoundly change the way you live for the better.



And always remember, the only thing you ever don’t want is for people to have no opinion about you or your work at all. Leave something for posterity! Don’t be afraid to make a splash :)

7 Vices and Virtues

May 29th, 2010

These are the Cardinal/Deadly Sins

LUST

GLUTTONY

GREED

SLOTH

WRATH

ENVY

PRIDE

Somehow these words have become so terrifying to us and we all rush to church every Sunday and donate to the dish or eat our communion and drink our wine followed by a bacon, egg, and cheese biscuit and a coffeehouse coffee with non-dairy creamer. Or some of us rush to a yoga class to battle their sloth or the local Whole Foods so that the labels “organic” and “fair-trade” can help us feel better about our gluttony.

I would like to point out that there is something beautiful about these words, because they point out the ways we retreat and hold ourselves back from our health, love and success. For each vice, there is a virtue, and these words are as beautiful as the 7 sins are frightening.

Chastity

Temperance

Charity

Diligence

Patience

Kindness

Humility

Chastity forces us to focus on the present moment with someone, rather than losing ourselves in our own fantasies or thoughts. Temperance is basically moderation. Moderation in all things, and this does not mean going from one extreme to the other over and over – that is not moderation. Moderation means maintaining a balance from moment to moment. Charity is helping to maintain a flow of goodness and abundance to the world, and of course you. Diligence is one’s vow to keep expanding and charging forward even though you want to retreat. We have muscles on our bodies that need to be stretched. Our experience needs to be stretched and exercised as well. Patience… because really, what is the rush? Take your time means just that – take it! It is yours! Kindness. This is such an interesting word. That means find yourself in others so that you come from a place of compassion in your relationship with them. And humility. We are all blessed with a voice, or a way of expressing ourselves. The only goal is to share and help each other do the same. Sometimes our friends need our constructive criticism once they get to a place where they’ve begun to make a name for themselves. Other times we simply need to tell them to keep pushing forward. Always do a little of both. A real comrade will appreciate it.

Sometimes you will have some healing to do because of a past decision – make sure you allow the time and resources to permit complete healing and HEALTH. Don’t confuse this with weakness. It is honorable to rest when you need to, and ask for help when you need to.


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I have finally made the decision to completely eliminate processed and cooked foods. I have been about 75% raw for the last three years. The realization is finally too overwhelming – why would I knowingly bankrupt my body? I love my body. I love my life. It is time to take the proper measures to align with my true self.

Here’s a fascinating video with the one and only David Icke. Brilliant :)



Just remember to ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE! XOXOXOX ~Cat

OBESITY CONSPIRACY: The U.S. Government Scandal that’s Really Making You Fat

May 4th, 2010

Can you believe this is happening? The numbers below send a very clear message. Inform yourself and others, then break free. You don’t have to suffer the shame, guilt and pain of the Standard American Diet (SAD)! Check out my blog further and the other blogs in my blog roll for ideas about whole food and raw foods.

Best Health to You and Your Family!

Article from www.mercola.com.

A decade ago, an American woman’s waist, on average, was close to two inches smaller than it is today. Eighteen year olds are 15 pounds heavier than they were in the 1970s.

One reason is federal subsidies for food production. Take a look at these numbers:

•Meat/Dairy — 73.8 percent
•Grains — 13.2 percent
•Sugar/Oil/Starch/Alcohol — 10.7 percent
•Nuts/Legumes — 1.9 percent
•Vegetables/Fruits — 0.4 percent

That’s right – just 1.9 percent for nuts and legumes and 0.4 percent for fruits and vegetables. As a result, a salad often costs you more than a Big Mac.

Sources:
Treehugger March 15, 2010

The New York Times April 26, 2010

Dr. Mercola’s Comments:

This Treehugger article contains several interesting charts and graphs that are well worth taking a closer look at. But it should come as no surprise that federal subsidies for certain kinds of food will directly influence the production and subsequent consumption of that food.

As you can see in the list above, the US food subsidies are grossly skewed, creating a diet excessively high in factory-farmed meats, grains and sugars, with very little fresh fruits and vegetables or healthy fats from nuts and seeds.

The Root of the Problem
I believe many of our society’s chronic health problems could be resolved if attention was paid, at the highest levels of government, to the root problem – our agricultural subsidies.

If growers of subsidized fresh vegetables were in a clear majority, you might start to see some fine advertising campaigns promoting the consumption of those veggies…

Unfortunately, the Department of Agriculture is deeply entrenched with the agri-business, and current legislations protect the profits of these large industries at the expense of public health.

In fact, the agriculture lobby is more powerful than even the pharmaceutical industry! You don’t hear about it as often, but the ramifications of their political influence are just as hazardous to your health as that of Big Pharma.

Sadly, you also see this influence in nutrition science. It is actually not designed to help you make sound dietary choices but rather to allow food companies to make health claims to increase profits, and this is a primary reason why you cannot get sound dietary advice from your government.

Take the Food Pyramid, for example. Back in 2005, when the updated food pyramid was unveiled, nutritionist Luise Light, a former USDA insider and contributing architect of the original version of the Food Guide Pyramid, exposed how the US government bows to industry interests and plays a key role in the obesity epidemic.

As this recent New York Times article states, “Thanks to lobbying, Congress chooses to subsidize foods that we’re supposed to eat less of.”

US Government Subsidizes Fast Food
The food crops currently subsidized are corn, soy, wheat and rice. What do you end up with?

A fast food diet!

And what many fail to remember (or don’t realize) is that the farm bill has a direct impact on what your child gets fed in school, for example, and what food assistance programs will distribute to poorer households.

It’s quite clear that the farm bill creates a negative feedback loop that maintains the status quo of the standard American diet. Because by subsidizing the farming of corn and soy, the US government is also actively supporting a diet that consists of these grains in their processed form, namely high fructose corn syrup, soybean oil, and grain-fed cattle – all of which are known contributors to obesity and chronic diseases.

(In addition, let’s not forget that the vast majority of these two crops are also genetically modified, which in and of itself is a major health hazard!)

High fructose corn syrup (HFCS) is perhaps the most obvious example of how the farm bill destroys health, as opposed to promoting the production of food that is actually worthy of being called “food.”

HFCS is in TENS of THOUSANDS of food products. If it’s processed, it probably contains HFCS; oftentimes it’s one of the top three ingredients. With everything we now know about how HFCS and other sugars create obesity and chronic disease, it’s no wonder we have a health care crisis on our hands!

Our federal food policy reaches to the very core of our everyday lives; the core of our health. Unless the food policy is addressed and corrected, little progress will be made to improve the current health care crisis.

The links are clear: These food policies directly impact what and how we produce our food, which impacts disease rates, which in turn drive health care costs into the stratosphere.

The average American is now 10 pounds overweight, which translates into $250 billion in added yearly health care costs, not to mention a shorter lifespan.

Farm Bill Also Promotes Excessive Fossil Fuel Consumption
In addition to producing little else but fast food, this type of monoculture is also very dependent on fossil fuels. Because when you grow one type of crop almost exclusively, you deplete the soil, which means you have to use more fertilizer, which is made from fossil fuel.

Monocultures also invite more pests, which need to be treated with ever increasing amounts of pesticides – also made from fossil fuel.

Cheap food is actually incredibly expensive once everything is added up, including stratospheric health care costs, continued dependence on fossil fuels, and the destruction of the earth as a whole.

Opt Not to Play Along – Choose Health!

If you want to optimize your health, you simply must return to the basics of healthy food choices. And try as they may, industry lobbyists still cannot force you to buy these types of junk foods. The choice is entirely yours, and consumer demand will always win eventually, so the more people demand healthy, unadulterated foods, the more they must produce, one way or another.

I encourage you to support the small family farms in your area. You’ll receive nutritious food from a source that you can trust, and you’ll not only be supporting the health of your own family but the health of your entire community.

However, there is still much confusion about what is healthy – and in some cases, whether or not something is actually food. The easiest way to get confused and be led astray by misleading advertising is by focusing on individual ingredients or nutrients rather than the food as a whole.

In a nutshell, the easiest way back toward health is to focus on WHOLE, unadulterated foods; foods that have not been processed or altered from their original state. Food that has been grown or raised as nature intended, without the use of chemical additives, pesticides and fertilizers.

Whole, especially organic, foods contain so many nutrients that work together synergistically, making them superior to anything that contains only the active ingredient (and frequently as a synthetic version at that).

Now, if you don’t’ know what’s implied by “as nature intended,” then that should be a sign that you have gotten too disconnected from the natural world, and a refresher course in natural farming practices may be called for. (For example, corn is not, and has never been, a natural part of any cow’s diet. You will never see a cow nibbling on a corn stalk when out to pasture, no matter how much corn is growing nearby.)

Eating a diet of processed foods while popping vitamins and supplements, thinking you’re getting everything you need for health, is a reckless miscalculation that will extract its true cost in the form of chronic diseases such as diabetes, heart disease and cancer.

Remember, any amount of time and money you save today by stopping at a fast food restaurant, you’re bound to repay later when you’re too ill to lead an active life.

“You’ll come back when you’re ready…

April 29th, 2010

“You’ll come back when you’re ready…”

and here we let the winds and rivers pass between us. We are trees, deeply rooted in the sands of Love. This soil cannot be perceived by the senses, just as the branches know nothing of the roots. As the roots and branches fulfill their duties for perpetuating life, they dance in unison as the energy flows between (above and below ground). Our fruits draw nutrients from this fertile, perfect soil. In order to appreciate the fruit one must taste it. The taste will inspire. The taste will cause you to set out on the high seas in search of more.

…but more is never enough…

By eating the fruit, you become the fruit. But you can never become the tree. You are your own tree, and your roots need fertile land from which to draw.

Suffering is how we come to know this. Imagine the fruit that struggles to get back to the branch from which it fell. Even if it did reach that branch, the branch would not be able to hold the fruit again. These are the woes of each fruit.

Forget the taste of the last fruit so that you may taste again. Love is not the tasting. Love is the soil that nourished the fruit to maturity. This soil nourishes you, whether you are aware of it or not. It does so asking nothing in return.

Dare to taste and become inspired again and again. Otherwise, you will remain obsessed with the same flavors forever. Every fruit perishes and rots and returns to the earth eventually. But the trees… Some trees we keep coming back to, some you only eat from once. Flavors are always fluctuating, but as we know, every apple stays the same in structure and spirit even though the flavors may change between forms.

So forget about me. Forget about me everyday so that each day you see me, and the fruit of my tree tastes different, you won’t mourn the fruits of yesterday. The soil that I draw from is fertile and ever changing. This is what I strive for: I must evolve in order to live.

Each day that you see me, and perhaps some time has passed, just know that I had to lose you to long for you. I had to long for you to write songs for you. In longing for you my branches grew longer so that I could reach better, and I drew even more complexities from the soil. Yes, your roots and trunk are there while mine are here, but we share the land.

We can never be separate.

Travel, but do not become the traveling. Eat, but do not become the eating. What tastes sweet today tastes so because of what we remember from yesterday. Whenever you are hungry, remember: Eat for nourishment. Eat to live. Il suffit d’avancer pour vivre…


silenceoath

One day I decided to take an oath of silence. I chose to do this because I felt that my words were not my own. I was especially stressed during the first few months of my move to NYC. I needed to discipline myself so that I could learn to survive there.

This decision REALLY pissed everyone around me off. I told my boss the night before my shift (with written words) that I would have to come to work the next day mute. She actually told me it would be hot. I sort of assumed she would tell my co-worker, especially since he was working at the time I told her. She didn’t, and when he came in the next day he was not pleasantly surprised and actually TOTALLY pissed. Thankfully, we made more tips than we had ever made together before – the customers were totally cool. It was the people who knew me, people who I thought I could call friends, who wouldn’t accept it and judged me. When the head chef threatened to fire me, I chose to speak again by 12 Midnight. That day we totally kicked ass on the shift though. Why wouldn’t we? I was the best barista they had and all of the orders came on tickets. They said I might have to answer the phone, but that was really only an issue at night when people called for delivery. Sure, that might have been something to handle… but I know that we could have. Didn’t seem right, but I conformed because I was too scared to be out of a job.

The one girl who really supported me was the cutest girl working there, but everyone talked shit about her because she was a “crappy waitress.” She was a good person, but that didn’t seem to matter to anyone. She was cool though, I hope she’s doing well. I think she was fired about a week after my silence oath “fiasco.”

Thankfully today, it is official. World Redress LLC. is a reality. I work for a company of my own creation. That feels very good.

“Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.” – Albert Einstein.

Chocolate Tropicale

March 14th, 2010

Amazing discovery this Sunday…

Black Sapote y Chocolate!!

These Black Sapote I bought at Sevananda Co-Op in Little Five Points, Atlanta. They were actually grown at Glaser farms (near Miami, FL). This chocolaty fleshed fruit is F*ing incredible with Cacao! Like, duh! It looks just like it! Did the ancient Aztecs or Mayans breed a custard apple with a cacao bean?

Today one of the most delicious chocolate confections I’ve ever eaten was created.

If you look at my last chocolate pudding recipe, you’ll notice that I added a little Raw Apple Cider Vinegar and miso to achieve the fermented quality of high-quality chocolate. The black sapote, with it’s fruity finish of a Fuji Apple Cider, achieves that affect in and of itself. Wow! You’ve got to try this pudding!


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Tropical Chocolate Parfait

Pudding:
Delicious Meat of 3 Black Sapote
3 Tbsp Coconut Oil
3 Tbsp Raw Og. Almond Butter (yes, it’s expensive, but you will use it and absolutely love it!)
1 Tsp Unpasteurized Barley Miso
1/4 – 1/2 cup Og. Grade B Maple Syrup (to taste)
1/3 cup gently melted Cacao Paste by Navitas Naturals
**melt using a double boiler method. This means put a pot of water on the stove, heat until warm but you can still touch your fingers to the water, then remove from the heat. Chop the Cacao paste into chips roughly the size of coffee beans and put into a tea cup. Set the tea cup in the water (water shouldn’t go more than halfway up the sides of the cup) and stir (use a non-metallic utensil like chopsticks) until completely melted.
1 Tbsp Bragg’s Liquid Amino Acids
Juice of Half a Lemon (about 1 or 2 Tbsp, to taste)
1 Tbsp of Pure Synergy Green Powder (go to Sunfood Nutrition to order this amazing Green Powder!)
1 1/2 Tbsp Raw Og. Cacao Nibs
1/2 cup Filtered luke warm water

Blend in a High Speed Blender like the Vitamix. Enjoy with a garnish of Maple Sugar and Cacao Nibs!

After-Clubbing Confetti Elixir

March 11th, 2010

I often feel depleted when I get back from the club and sometimes I’d indulge in dark foods for convenience and pacification. I don’t have to do this anymore, because I know how to nourish and medicate myself in a more balanced and positive way. We can indulge and detoxify and even medicate ourselves with the right foods, any time of day or night. At least, this is what I believe and feel.

Tonight I got home after a great night of dancing at MJQ in Atlanta and made this amazing and simple elixir.


After Clubbing Confetti Elixir!
After Club Elixir

You do need a high power blender like the Vitamix for this elixir. Do yourself a favor and get one. Go to my Basics and Essentials page go through my affiliate code and get yourself free shipping.

Recipe: (serves 2)

1 Lemon, rind removed and pith intact
1 Sweet Orange, much of pith removed
1 1/2 Tbsp Bee Pollen
” ” Cacao Nibs
” ” Maple Syrup (Grade B)
” ” Coconut Oil
” ” E3Live Renew Powder
Pinch of Celtic Sea Salt
2 pinches of MSM Powder
Dash of Cayenne
Enough Pure Water to Cover

Blend and slow increase speed to highest. Take the speed high and low until the Elixir is totally homogenized and smooth. This is so good and so nourishing. You are going to love it! And your body definitely will!

ENJOY :)